How Can I Poem by ESPN CHICK

How can I fall like this
How can I say you are the one
The one that can save me

How can I go this route
When after all I've never figured you out
Figure out if you care

So how can I sit here tonight
And say that I need you
That you are the only one who can kill this pain

Although I do want you but
These feelings I have for you are mixed up
Cause I also like someone else

But for some reason you are sticking to my heart
Your name never leaves me
And I wish you knew how much I could show you

Show you how I feel
How I never quit thinking about you
I've tried to get you off my mind

But here lately you are in all my thoughts
How can I say I need and want you
How can I say that I need you to be my hero

You do make me laugh
But I'm confused and lost and alone
Maybe all I need is to be whole but is that wrong

Is that wrong that maybe I'm using you just out of my selfishness
And I'm sorry I'm being selfish but I just don't want to die
Is this my excuse to be in love

That I do not know
It feels like I don't know anything
Cause all my thoughts are you

Please help me figure this out
Cause I am not sure anymore
Not sure if I need you or if I'm trying to use you

January 5,2008