How I Want Poem by ESPN CHICK

How I want to escape it all
Runaway and hide
Lock up all this pain inside of me

How I want to quit it all
Quit this life before It kills me
Cause I'm not sure if I can handle it anymore

How I want to cut again
But something always holds me back
Forcing me to stick with life

How can I be strong
When I've let this pain build up inside
I guess pain is just a part of me

How I want to believe every things ok
And one day I won't be alone
But right now is all I'm concerned about

How I want this bruised heart to heal
Am I to broken to be fixed
Cause if I am then I don't want to be here


November 28,2007