Hurts Pain Of Sexual Abuse

I hurt from the past.
Past events of sexual abuse.
The pain still with me.
Deeper then before.
Its like an apple core.
But very very raw.

I still feel the pain.
Even to this day.
Will it ever pass in time.

I still hurt
I can still feel the pain.
Of the sexual abuse.
It hurts so very much.

I never felt pain
Like this ever before.