I Am, I Feel Poem by Kimberly Lindsey

I am alone in a world,
Where I am surrounded.

I am sad in a place,
Where there is happiness.

I am empty,
When I should be full.

I feel guilty,
And I have done no wrong.

I am angry
At everything, and nothing.

I want to lash out,
Because I feel so much pain.

I want to sleep,
To hide from it all.

I want to be free, of all negativity,
But I can see nothing positive, for long.

I want to be loved, but am afraid,
So I push the one who does, away.

I am okay, one minute,
And weeping, the next.

I am fine,
And then I am not.

But fine, is not happy,
And okay is not enough.

And the rest, is horrible,
None of it is just.