I Don't Believe Poem by Laura arwen

I'm frustrated to
hear noises I
don't want hear
I'm frustrated and
exhausted to not
have my own
house
I can no
longer be patient
for my isolation
I fear everything
new
Many times I
want obey only
to myself because
I don't trust
people
I don't believe
I survive in
this problematic world
I'm really angry
with myself to
not be simple
and organized
I really need
the isolation to
stay away from
people and laziness
I think it
would be easier
for me to
live alone
I don't create
nothing with people
around me
I think people
make me sick
to death because
I don't pass
their judgment
I want so
badly a place
for myself so
no one comes in
I have to
be more aware
of what actually
I can need
I believe in
nothing