I Forgive And Turn The Page Poem by Luz Hanaii

In this life I can count the times that I've become enraged
It's not a feeling which assails me nor care to cultivate
I avoid confrontations and the toxic harshness they provoke

Steering clear of discord, anger and hate
closing my eyes to your darkness thinking I was safe
living in a painting of pastels

Drawn to your portrayal of virtue
fawning the gentleness and kindness you failed to posses
abusing my heart, my spirit, my naive servitude

I was trapped behind religious facade
no empathy, love or compassion to display
fooling yourself, others, but not my heart

Letting offenses go, giving you the benefit of doubt
'till the day that righteous indignation set me free
from the likes of you and your abuse

It's not my fault if you fail to see or admit
nor take your part of the blame
and learn from past mistakes

I'm finally thankful for the lesson, I choose to forgive
Greater instruction comes with much pain and gain
lots taught here, if you care to perceive

I'll take my part of the blame, "remove myself" and repent
I forgive, wish you well and turn the page
Thank you Lord, you have set me free!