I Found In Him Poem by Mrs. Cynosure

I should be calling you back
Going to your house
Stopping you
Tears should be rolling down my face
I don’t know why
I'm not falling apart
From the thought of losing you
But thinking about not being with you
Is not killing me
I feel bad
That I don’t feel bad

The only thing I feel bad for is you cause
You’ll never be anything with out me
Maybe it's just because I've cried one two many tears
I'm tired of pretending that my heart is breaking
I could let my self be angry over wasted time
I could be sad about just throwing love away
Or I almost wish that my heart was breaking
But I can’t lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I don’t feel bad that I don’t feel bitter
Alone
I just feel it's time to move on
To better things in my life

I guess I've just falling out of love with you
And falling in love with him
I don’t even think I was in love with you in the first place
It was just lust because
I deserve better then you
I deserve someone like him

He has what you don’t have
The same since of hummer as me
He is intelligent
He is really attractive to me (your not at all)
He is not lame he actually has a life
There’s a bonfire of connection
Everything I have not found in you
And never will find in you
Cause it's not there
In one night
I found in him