I Had To Do What I Did, What Else Could I Have Done? Poem by Ala elouri

had to do what I did.♥ what could I have else done?

I was afraid to lose you.

I was afraid to watch you get taken away from me.

I know you're not a little boy and you know what's wrong from right.

But I was afraid satan would take over your mind and you'll forget me and go.

I was afraid you'll love her and forget me.

I was scared to wake up one day and find you not there.

Please don't blame me for what I did, But if only you knew how much I Love You.: (



You don't know how much it hurts to watch another girl call out for your name or dream of you as I do when I fall to sleep.

I couldn't watch you slip away like how my tears fell down later at that night.

It's not that I don't trust you nor believe in you.

But really, I don't know what she could do or I don't know if her words would affect you.

I Love You.

You can't blame me.

I'm s0rry I had done all this, but all I wanted was Y0U. (Just you)

You can't even read this poem nor will you understand what I mean.

But If you ever find out what I have done, don't blame me and don't leave.

I did this just to have you, only only for me.3



YOU ARE FOR ME.

NO ONE CAN TAKE YOU AWAY!

Ala Elouri