I Remember-07 Poem by Selena Star

I remember when my sister took good care of me.
When i was five i spent my first year in kindergarten.
When i was ten i was living the life with no regrets or problems.
When i was twelve my life started going down hill.
I remember the time i had my first REAL kiss.
I remember when my sister got into a car wreck.: (
I believe that yesterday was a very happy day and i don't even know why.
I wish that i hadn't grown into this girl i've become.
I remember the good old days when only smiles shown upon my face.
I cannot remember what my great grandma looks like.
I cannot remember my grandma Brown ever saying 'I Love You' to me.
I want to remember when my dad was nice and sober.
I remember the day he actually put the bottle down.
My parents remember how cute and cuddly i used to be.
But i remember nothing.
I wish i couldn't remember that car crash, that night.
I know that it happened and those people died.
I remember ALL the bad times and i have forgotten the good...