I Suffer From Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

I suffer from
Sunday,12th July 2020

I suffer from darkness
with gloom on the face
lead me somewhere
where there is no fear

I am ignorant
and act instant
sometimes err intentionally
and sometimes innocently

I admit being a novice
but does this suffice?
for being a human!
I am feared and badly driven

I can't think beyond
I am fish in the pond
selfish and cunning
as everybody calls for human beings

I bow down
and make it known
I have still sincere wishes
before being turned into ashes

I want a simple life and mission
where there is a frank admission
for the guilt and eroding the human values
pardon me O, God, and overview

Hasmukh Mehta