I Want To Be Forever Yours Poem by ESPN CHICK

I've always found a way to push you to the side
Never wanted to ask you for help
Just always blamed you for every little thing

After every thing I've gone through and all the times I tried to die
I never wanted to ask for help
I always just blamed you never asked for forgiveness
Never wanted anything but to be whole

And all I had to do was ask you
Ask you to make me whole
To fix me completely
And now God I just hope its not to late

Not to late to ask will you take me
Take me back and this time forever
Not just for a little while but for good
Take my heart and soul
Cause I want to be forever yours

You always have your arms wide open
You know the deepest thoughts of me
Know where I am in life
And God its not that pretty
That's why I need you to help me

I'm asking you tonight
Will you take me back
Take me back in your arms forever
Cause I can't do it alone
And Satan has gotten to me
Gotten to me so many times

Sick and tired of him
Making me think that I'm in pain forever
Cause God with you I'm forever in happiness
Sick and tired of Satan pulling me under
Pulling me to the deepest darkest hole

Where all I wanted to do was die
Crawl up in a ball and cry myself a river
And he made me believe that cutting was my addiction
Cause God you should be that addiction and not harming myself
You are the hope inside of me and God I pushed you away

I'm asking you here tonight God please will you take me back and I know you will
But I want to stay
I'm forever yours forever and always
And I know I'm here for a reason
I'm not a quitter
I'm not gonna let Satan make me lose
Cause I hate losing

I've turned my back on you a million times
And you still take me back anyways
The love and patience you have is indescribable
Incredible its incredible what you do
And forever and always I'm glad that I can be yours forever more



February 2,2008