I Wanted To Find A Good Partner, Poem by Liza Sud

I wanted to find a good partner
for my Russian-English game.
A partner almost an angel:
without romantic flame.

I wanted to make biliguals,
Just words - fire - syncronous words,
I wanted us to be equal.
But you didn't give it, God!

I wanted to have normal partner,
in some ways exactly like me.
to read and love now and after. -
what Joseph opened to me.

I wanted to find a good partner,
no matter his sex or age.
but I am as a black panther
alone in poetic cage.