I Wonder Poem by Poetic Amoure

i wonder if God is listening, i wonder if im loved, i wonder whats inside of my heart and whats up above.i wonder what lies for me i wonder who really cares, i wonder if at the very end will anybody be there.i wonder when the day will come, when i know that im beautiful and dont care where its coming from. i wonder when will this end, when will this pain stop, when will i stop second guessing and hoping to drop.When will i stop crying, when will this end, when is enough enough cause i cant do this all over again