If You Let Me In Poem by Nebil Elias

540 days
Since you left away
Never thought you'd be so hard to replace
Ever since you left this place

Many came but they don't feel the same
They sound so fake
The idea of not having you back leaves me in pain
I don't think I would find someone like you again

It's you and only you
Who can give me this feeling
Hurting you was my biggest mistake
But I swear, I didn't want it to be this way

I was in a dark place, drowning in my pain
I was toxic, I was psychotic
I'm not healed yet
But if you are ready, I'll try my best

If you let me in,
I'll give you what I couldn't before
I promise I won't lie anymore
I couldn't give you my all
This time I will and even more

I want to stay in your arms
You belong to my heart
A new chapter, let's start