Impossible Poem by Sarah matthews

You look in my direction and just smile.
Could this mean something or could this just
be another one of my fantasys?
You stand there so perfect and me all alone
on the bleachers at my sisters game.
Never would we be able to be together.
Not mature enough is what I've heard.
Never able to make the right descison but
just the though of being able to say he's mine or
me & you, makes me have butterflies.
Never regret something that once made you smile,
you always put a smile on my face, I don't know
but I think I've found the guy who makes me smile
like no one else.
All I want to know is would he give anything,
to be my everything.
The sad thing is, that he has no idea that him
just being friends makes me want him to be my everything.
Never again would I be able to live with myself
knowing I had a chance with something I've wanted so badly,
and so passionately for a long time.
Everyday I see you walk down the halls and never once
do we not stop and talk. It hurts to know that your
always there but never mine.
Always someone elses and always there for her.
I want to be the one everyone is jealous of,
and says ' I wish I could walk in her shoes just to be with
him. ' I just wish that I could have him.
If lust kills what does love do? Murder?
I'm starting to trip on this crazy idea that
me and you would ever be able to be together,
But then again the more I trip the more my eyes begin
to open. They open to the ideas that
I thought might not be possible.
You make me think I can do the impossible.