In my soul that was primarily so harmless
egoism flourished, egoism was white.
and if you don't transfer it to the altruism -
in this case egoism will make you sad.
What do you tell about the sense of life?
to me this question was already answered.
This question - for the naive, who're not rapt
with the Creator, for whom - doesn't matter.
I'm tired of listening - and they don't hear,
and understanding - still not understood.
When I explain the sainthood of religions,
but then again the question I don't suit.
My favorite women were never near me,
I didn't live on earth - that's what it means.
I lie with ease in my sapphire Heaven,
and holy clouds are softer than all quilts.
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В моей душе, невинной изначально,
лишь эгоизм расцвел, и эгоизм был бел.
Он человека делает печальным,
пока его он в альтруизм не перевел.
Что ты мне говоришь о смысле жизни?
давно мне дан ответ на сей вопрос.
Такой вопрос - наивным, кто не слился
еще с Творцом, которым - все равно.
Как надоело слушать - и не слышать,
и понимая - все ж не понимать.
и объяснять о святости религий,
и вновь вопрос - и снова отвечать.
Так не было со мной любимых женщин,
и значит, на земле и не было меня,
и я лежу себе в сапфирной поднебесной,
и мягче всех перин - святые облака.
Beautiful poem, as if it is my intrisic whisper talking to me :)
lie in heaven...the clouds..the bed and companions....the meaning of life.... so good...a poem I read now.... thanks.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Liza your lines I DIDNT LIVE ON EARTH, , , I LIE WITH EASE IN MY SAPPHIRE HEAVEN must make you happy, they are the mystic's ultimate goal, to live a heavenly life while still alive. But it also puts you above and beyond human experience. Beyond any contact with me. I'm just glad I could write for youA. BLOK VISITS LIZA SUDINA because it seems to be prophetic of your experience. And it's like a final gift to you after a year of gift givings.