Less Than Confident. Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

A play with words boundaries broken.
The hammer pounds.
Coffin sealed, and by my doing.
Can't help myself with every inch of being.
One more piece of the fiber to my diet.
Eating dirt and liking it.
But I do not, not at all.
Insecure, and a lucaris amount of ambition.
Never perfect, reworking it.
Trying find friends in a world in which I have so few.
And it angers me, when I know certain ones were never were really ones.
Fooled by their second faces.
Seconds to be replaced.
Hours of lies tied by the informal link of ex co-workers.
On outside looking in through a fogged window pane.
Wipe it off and it changes, I'm trying so hard to come up for reason and they are none. Shooting with blanks when you thought you had a loaded gun.
Just run faster and father then you did ever.
No body will ever help you son.
The words being etched into my tombstone.
Soon you will be no longer here. And you accomplished nothing.
So why not just give up.
Stop fighting the indifference of other people.
Just accept the world is cruel, unfair, and you were dealt a bad hand.
Stop waging this war within your head that you have reason to live.
When you do not.
That is me every day and I pray that as lucky as I am the streak last.
Because my safety net will not support my weight if I fall.