Let Me Explain Poem by K J

Torn in half by my present and my past.
complicated by split personalities as I frown and laugh.
one face showing two different emotions.
two minds that's intertwined with love and commotion.
one man one beast two sets of feeling.
one man one beast too many screaming.
this side of love always hurt. that side of love doesn't work.
but what about a hug and a gentle touch.
what about a rub and a face that blush.
this is passion and an adrenaline rush.
this is what a I miss too much.