Lost But Not Empty Poem by suzan gumush

I know you have
Always loved me
Amongst the crowded
Rooms you have slept in
Temptations never went a miss
Me goodbye you never really did kiss
You've played around
And thought you were on solid ground
Youth does sway ones thoughts
When ignorance paves his way
Tis a learning ladder
To be climbed
Your mind did send you blind
Still I'm here as I am
I never did go looking
For another distruptive Sam
Here I stand and still rule
I'm happy just lounging
Living free
And not living
With a hell of a buzzing bee
That comes around
Only to bother me!