Me And My Life Journey-A Frank Admission Poem by mamutty CHOLA

When I sit and reflect on the days gone by
floods of memories flash across my mind screen;
some pleasant, some unpleasant.thought of
sharing with my readers.i always believe sharing is growing,
to begin with childhood;
nothing but deprivation, neglect, humiliation,
exploitation.grew up with tears in the eyes and pains at heart
lost father at aged 13 years grew up without experiencing
the thrills of the childhood
at adultescence;
full of struggles, always on the run for domestic routines.
No play only work, and work.despite this i would dream big.
Since born in port blair, used to watch weekly flights landing from
chennai and kolkata and dreamed of working at the airport
education and career.
Did well in study; went to madras(now chennai) obtained higher qualifications
worked with mnc, airport and rose to the level of sr vp-corporate hr
got sponsorship for higher study at oxord. While with international
airports authority of india and mnc; visited uk, usa, mexico and dubai.
Now my own consultancy based in mumbai

LOVE AND MARRIAGE.
The one whom met in college was the best period of my life.
Who made me realised what it meant to be in loves and be loved.
But as usual destiny willed it otherwise we parted. However
she is my first she is the last love and always remain within
me as my heart beats.she has been great inspiration in my life
the one who became my partner in life by default, we are like
two banks of a river.

Personal life- -a journey of big disappoint since childhood till date.
I do not blame any one, there must be some thing lacking in me
or you may call it destiny.
Only redeeming feature is excellence on career front.
My philosophy of life is whatever happens,
happens for goods.success and failure, happiness
and joy all are outcome of our thoughts and actions.
Never blame the world.whatever i am mainly because
of my hard work and perseverance.i never give up;
setbacks are not failures but ladders to success.
We are not defeated till we quit.it is my firm believe.
Nature is very judicious, no one gets every thing in life.
As we say in urdu ''mukamal jahan milti nahi kisi ko'
no one get every thing in life.
If you have confidence in self half the battle is won.
If you have focused vision, capabilities and right
attitudes and perseverance, success will be yours
it is my experience.take it or leave it, choice is your.
It is your.life is the best examiner.
Mamutty chola