Meshed For Speech Poem by Tatianna Rei Moonshadow

(this is meshed pieces of mine for a speech competition)

Never forget the times I've held you
I'd do anything to hold you again
I don't want you out of my life
I want you there until the very end
Don't ever forget that I love you
You'll always be everything that shines
I'll never forget the first time I looked at you
And fell in love with your eyes
I guess we never moved on
We never really parted right
Did we ever really end
Or was it just for that one night
Have we ever really parted
It seems like neither of us has let go
I feel how much I love you
Every time I hold you close
We will go on forever
Thats exactly what you said
The forever that you promised me
Still dances 'round my head
I taste those words in every kiss we share
Ringing true within my heart
The passions that we create together
Being the purest form of art
For when we are together
Embraced in the darkness of the night
I'm positive as ever
That some day we'll end up right
Some day I will see you
Our paths will cross again
The second I lay eyes on you
I will be tempted to take your hand
After that temptation passes
I will call out your name
Hopefully you will turn
And your eyes will be the same
That day I will look at you
And wonder why its been so long
My heart will race like the wind
I will remember the feelings so strong
One look at your smile
Will bring tears to these eyes
Such a fond memory
That holds such pain inside
Maybe you'll figure it out
I hope to the Gods you do
You didn't catch it last time
But I was Meant For You
I'll climb into my bed
Where I can sleep forever
For in the dreams in my head
We can always be together
I'll dream until the end of time
Until you come back home
Because I can't take the pain
Of being entirely alone
I'll dream of the past
When things were still right
The only comfort that I have
As I'm alone all night
Your not there beside me
But in the picture near my bed
Your face stares back at me
And sticks inside my head
Glued to my eye lids
That face that I adore
The eyes I used to peer into
That I can't see anymore
So I'll dream this night
And I'll dream forever more
Hoping that when I wake
You'll be standing at my door
Days passed into nights
And nights turned into weeks
Its been so long since I've seen you
And longer still since you've seen me
Weeks turned to months
And hope soon died
I stopped waiting around for you
I stopped allowing myself to cry
My eyes grew cold
My tears turned to ice
The pain grew immensely
But the promise of apathy felt nice
I didn't care anymore
At least thats what I thought
You were gone and it was over
But soon I learned that it was not
A letter came from you
With many spelling mistakes
I read it over carefully
They were misspellings only you could make
My reply was short and sweet
An acceptance of your apologies
Inside myself I knew it
This would lead only to tragedy
So I typed it up fast
And I ended it well
Holding back the secret emotions
That I couldn't bring myself to tell
Days went past
And you sent me no reply
Until that fateful moment
When I looked into your eyes
You stood on the staircase
Your smile hadn't changed
I should've told you everything
But I found no words to say
So I fell into your arms
As I had so many times before
And as I held you close I thought:
I couldn't dream of more
But soon you had to leave again
And I find myself growing weak faster
I can't help myself from believing
That I'm Falling For A Disaster
Look at the magick in those eyes
Burning fluorescent blue so bright
Reflecting the colors of the crystals
That sparkle in those pretty orbs all night
Touch his softest of skins
Baby soft and a peachy hue
Looking pure as morning snow
But sweet as evening dew
I can't compare him to the flowers
He is so much more radiant than they could ever be
Nor can I compare him to the angels
For he is a God to me
I let him lay beneath my starry eyes
His lids are kissed with silver, his skin with gold
Our magick just keeps coming forth
He says he'll stay as long as I can hold
For him these arms will never tire
And this fountain will never stop its flow
The love we share will never dim its sparkle
And together we'll never grow old
Four years ago I first laid eyes on him
And his smile put the morning sun to shame
Three years ago we had our first of many kisses
Two years ago he watched me turn and walk away
For those two years I kept his memory alive
I missed him in every waking moment if not more
Over seven hundred days I hated myself for walking away from him
Until the day he showed up at my door
For a few moments I was speechless
He could still so easily take my breath away
The kisses he gave me spoke of forgiveness
His arms around my waist told me every word he couldn't find the courage to say
Four years ago it took me five minutes to want him
It took me ten minutes to enjoy his touch
It took a year for me to realize that I loved him
But it took Two Years without him to realize how much