My Fears Poem by Oluwatosin Thomas

I
My greatest fear is the feeling of not living right,
So I raced my path to the tenet of my religion,
To know why my heart still aches when I think of my actions,
But I was told to sail on for I've been saved and I'm fine.
II
So I journey to the world beyond the beyond,
Knowing I've been saved and I'm fine,
There I rocked my world with the resources at hand,
As fear grips me as I'm left with the last resource,
Now the quest to survive is yet another fear!
III
I hussled on in my world of puzzles,
Hoping to get a better life,
Still on my belief that I've been saved and I'm fine,
As the one that bequeathed me into this world,
Put a call through to me, lacing her words that I'm a workaholic.
IV
Got hooked with comments,
Took 20 hits till I could barely walk,
Till I threw up on myself and I got lost in my own land.
V
Now a discourse between me and my love life,
For I've got no balls to explain all these to her,
For the thought of her is the muse behind this poem,
But if by nature you come across this piece,
Kindly put a call through hopefully it will ease the fear.
VI
Cause I ve got no GPS on my head,
And I'm a lost soul to my own very self,
Lost in the world of humans,
For every phase is a challenge encodes with fear.
And the thought of this is yet another fear.
VI
The fear which is my first greatest fear,
The fear of not just living right,
The right to live without fears is all I seek as human,
But now, I'm sick of being human.
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