My Therapy Poem by Laura arwen

I need a
very relaxing time
without stress and
people
I think I
need a special
routine for my
days
I completely forgot
to dream easy
things
I want see
clear things
My only therapy
is to stay
away from family
I want be
the queen of
my house because
only there I
can be myself
There are so
many things I
can't have
I need to
be busy in
every moment so
I can't think
intensily
I need and
want a strict
stability
Sometimes I feel
so lonely that
nothing can alleviate
my pain
Probably my only
aspiration for life
is staying at
home
I'm not interested
in creating a
marvelous future for
myself
I need to
be focused on
something controllable
I want to
be busy