My Throne Poem by Laura arwen

I'm not used
to stay with
people
I feel terrible
inside when I
don't spend money
but also I
feel sick when
I do it
Fortunately in this
moment I'm plenty
of time to
use my imagination
I hate being
stressed, frustrated and
limited
I'm a little
depressed to not
go shopping like
I want and
when I want
I'm afraid of
getting stuck in
isolation
Sometimes I'm really
bored of my
things and how
I spend m
days
I'm intolerant with
people and with
stuff
I want the
magical power to
transform chaos in
order
Anxiety is ruining
my mind
The sadness is
going to prevail
on me
I don't understand
my impulsivity on
shopping
I'm not prepared
to all challenges
of life
For the society
I remain invisible