Naturally Poem by Estrella Brummels

Close my eyes
Hope for the best.

Shut down my senses.
Remain quiet...

Look past our wall,
Look past our differences.

I know you like me,
Ilike you too.

It should come Naturally.
Shouldn't be blocked.
Should not be difficult.

I see you everyday,
When I don't,
It breaks my heart.

I know I'm not worthy of you,
I know I'm not good enough for you,
But listen.
Listen...
I really like you.

I never knew this kind of feeling.
It makes all my fear,
My pain,
My sorrow,
My nightmares,
And my numbness go away.

I no longer need fake worlds,
No places to escape the pain...

Pain? What pain.
That is a foreign word to me now.
I know nothing of it anymore.
You've washed all meaning of it away.

I know I'm too young,
But you make me laugh,
When I don't even want to smile.

You cheer me up when I'm sad.
You make me happy when I'm mad.

You make me feel good.

When I feel cold, when I'm near you...
I feel warm, I don't need a jacket.

The thought of you makes my tears go away.
I have no thoughts of suicide.
No thoughts of pain killing drugs.
Those things hold no meaning anymore.

These words flow from me without effort,
I'm not making them up.

They are coming from me Naturally.
No thoughts needed to tell you how I feel...
It comes from the heart...