Never Question Love's Intentions... Poem by Compton Wright

I search my heart for answers for many paths in life but in the path of companionship...It always eludes me and leaves me bewildered...sadly that's my naivete showing... I'm simply afraid to open up my feelings and often feel closed off in fear of being judged by my views of love

Whenever delivering my emotions to the one I love with all of my being...I want to rather show strength and protection...I want to share wisdom and create joyous memories and engrain them throughout the entire mind...I wanted her to never forget our beautiful moments....

I've only wanted the best for her future but I was young, foolish and stubborn...
A young man still learning the world but lacking the patience to practice stabilization...

Within 28 seasons of our togetherness...My mind start to show signs of regretfulness...I couldn't see our future together but only could see as far as my heart can bear the suffering...

Rejection...I had to depart from her and I and allow ourselves to find love properly knowing she'll hate me for it...knowing she'll want me to feel the same pain I delivered and yet...I would rather seal that fate than feed her aimless promises from a hollow heart...a husk of voided emotion

Being told and insured that her love was true and unyielding...I still fear for the worse...This relationship was becoming an poison jar ready to be released upon our companionship

I masked my terror and covered my tears
Tore down my vulnerabilities meticulously
Rebuilding immovable defenses throughout my mind, body and soul
hoping I don't show weaknesses in my mannerisms

As I seen broken love even driven the strongest couples to a flurry of rage over infidelity, distrust and trivial issues...leaving their hearts and minds in a impasse

I know you think my choice was cruel but...when you're with another...married and having a family...you'll see it was for the better...You'll thank me for it in the long road...because you'll truly be happy as will I...As we should never question Love's intentions but rather embrace the path it'll shall take us and see where it ends...