I hate you for you took away my innocents
But I love you cause you made me strong and more aware
You say said that you loved me but you was lying in my face
I was a child and you took away my grace
I felt dirty, I felt ashamed, I felt like it was all my fault
But why do I feel like this? I did not ask for this to happen to me
For years I wanted to speak about it, to go and tell the police
I wanted to tell momma but, she would not believe me
Fear built up inside of me, in my heart and, in my soul
Everyday I cried while you walked around like you never did any wrong
And momma damn her, for she worshiped the ground you walked on
She would have believed you before she would believe her own child
These years have been long and very hard but, now I'm speaking out
Fear no longer controls me for I have put it in Gods hands
My last tear for you has falling and now finally I have no more tears
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I was a child and you took away my grace I felt dirty, I felt ashamed, I felt like it was all my fault Fear no longer controls me for I have put it in Gods hands.. a fine poem full of emotion, sufferings, remembering the past and clear your soul with the last drop of tears...... thank u dear poet. tony