Not Enough Words Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Go ahead make me an offer.
Anything has got to be better.
Writing another worn out letter.
If only my words were all you wanted them to be.
Disappearances, and a broken heart.
Here my alibi for starters.
Doing my own thing long before you came along.
And I will be doing it long after your gone.
This our song.
Can you still hear it among the faded dreams of tomorrow.
Oh how I wish I had more control of the currents.
The driving force of the to be.
Cheers to another unknown destiny.
Bloodied hands washed clean.
My morality has nearly destroyed me.
Forgiveness was not within me for the longest time.
Wounds so deep, a scar that would never fully heal.
But now that's over.
A confession of a love note left on an empty doorstep.
Ringing the door bell of long forgotten.
And you answered as if I never left, as if I was just coming back from times long ago.
The side show is long over.
I'm sorry how I missed it.
Maybe I just couldn't deal with it.
Emotionally hanging so desperately off ledge.
Stress straight from chest climbing right up inside my head.
Digging myself out as if I have just been buried.
With all that is wrong why does this always feel so right.
Years apart yet a soul is even still set upon fire.
The flames are yours.
Enraging, constantly engaging.
Torn up inside this most bitter of storms.
And as the rain and wind hits my face.
I'm reminded of how long I have walked disgrace.
The pain endures, you words so hot and heavy.
Do not think I forgot.
Of all the secrets I hold, why is the most horrible ones I hold the one of you?
Of all you been through.
Pain endures, promises to travel the world.
Oh how the pain endures.
Even to this day the pain still endures.