Not Ready.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

Falling In love was the last thing on my mind..
Play the feild..
See whats out there..
dont get too real..

She loved me.. since the start..
I fell in love too..
but It was never meant to be.
only now I see..

A new girl arrives..
She got that spark..
She fell for me.. right then and there..
Yet, I play her like a deck of cards..

Who am I to do so?
How can I.. for I've been in the same place..
knowing how it feels..

I take the risk..
Knee deep,
heart wonders..
hands held with one another..

She finally says.. 'I love you'
I think of someone else..

I look at her and say I'm ready..
but all thats in my mind.. is.. this is bologna...

Now ready for love..
not ready for this..

I'm not ready for a relationship..