Painful Hell Poem by Gina Albiek

Looking at your shadow
Missing this wonderful smell
Crying for I'll never reach
Living in this painful hell

Let the tears fall to the ground
Let them fill these empty oceans
You'll never hear this scornful sound
I made whenever I thought about you

Wanna get drunk enough
Enough to get you out of my mind
Out of my mind but never out of my heart
Your name is lasting in my dead heart

Loving you was never a choice
But not giving up was
Not moving on was
Sell my heart and waste my life too

But I never regret these choices
I only regret loving you
And if I had the chance I'd never do
I'd never want to fall for you

When you look at me, when you laugh
I wanna get close, I wanna kiss you
But instead I feel the pain of missing you
Missing you though you're right next to me

Cause I don't want you, I want your heart
I want to own your heart and keep it
Keep it and replace it with my heart
A heart that loved you from the very start

Someone like you I'll never find
Love another will never happen
These tears my eyes dropp and the power of my love
Are a simple gift and am only asking you to keep them till you die
And my only wish is to never face a day when you die infront of my eyes