Their's not a day i'm not thinking bout what i did to you.It hurts my heart causes me so much agony.I just cant let go, please forgive me.If only you knew how sorry i was, I can't forgive myself like how god forgives all. MY body feels like ice i just want to die. The pain I feel completes me body, heart and soul.I'm broken down inside that you could never see. I won't be the same ever.MY arms are wide open and I wonder will i get through today or will today be the day i go to my grave. The lord has taken so many people from me that i pray he don't take you from me because i need you more than the world. I am destroyed, ruined till the day i die. I die everyday cause it won't ever be the same between us like how it used to be. That one mistake has changed you and i to the core, It's weird your happy not mad anymore and yet i still want to die after all the pain and sadness i have caused you over the years.The day you hear angels have died is when i shall have finally committed suicide and all that pain you felt will end since you've forsaken me to my last breath.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
very emotional piece..written with full heart...this reflects your inner pain..yet I sense alot of strength that shines through in this great poem.....well done....keep expressing my friend...it helps