Revenge Back At Me Poem by Ala elouri

It's hard to take the blame for what you did years ago;
And even after you stepped up
And asked for forgiveness
It's hard to be punished after all these years
Like revenge back in your league.
I still can't believe life is revenging back at me;
I had supposed it forgave me
And took away the revenge that was waiting for me
I am sorry god for what I did to others self-contiously.
I am sorry life for hurting those who loved me
And left them alone on the concreate road.
Believe me, I never meant it purposelly;
I just wanted to be living happily
Living with who makes me smile.
I never meant to make one cry
My heart is delicate like a lulu pearl
And My feelings are so sensible
I feel and hear
And whenever anyone needs me I am near.
Don't punish me any further
I think this has came to be enough.
Now I have reliazed many things and that is:
What comes around goes right back around and even worse.
So I hope this revenge runs away so far away, so quickly
Like a black Arabian horse.