Scared Of Life Poem by Kirstie Duekett

As long as I am in here you will never know,
that tonight the scars and sores will grow.

You will never fully understand why,
at night I fight so hard not to cry.

You will never know why it's so hard at night,
or why I need many exits in my line of sight.

You will never meet the real me,
because I have lost that person, and what isn't real you cannot see.

I want to close my eyes and wake up from this dream to see,
A life without regret, I want to be free