So many thoughts are going through my mind.
I'm so confused i cant even walk in a straight line.
my hands are bound and my feet are tied,
my mouth is taped and my eyes are blind.
I'm as brain-dead as a man drunk on wine.
My actions, my thoughts, no they cant be mine.
The contract to giving up my soul is signed.
I have a limit on living for my life is timed.
I'm going downhill and i cant go back, i cant rewind
Inside I'm on fire while outside I'm nice and kind,
it hurts but i need to fake a smile and act fine.
I'm forced to live for others to later be left behind.
I'm as forgotten as the past and as speechless as a mime.
i give all that i have to be left without a dime.
this life is like going up a mountain and it isn't worth the climb
I'm climbing for a lost cause, please let me simply close my eyes
wish away my problems, let go, fall, and die.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem