...Secret Poem by anthony fiji

Standing on the sand watching the ocean.
With each wave there's alot of secrets.
Like everyting is rewinding with echo's in slowmotion.
All the guilt..anger..shame and regrets.

Many days passed now its years.
Iam living empty with no soul.
Since you left, i gave up yeild my spears.
Each minute passing without you burns like coal

Askin myself over&over where's the love -you planted.
I doubt myself wondering were your words lies.
Or i was very wrong i took you for granted.
We wasted years fighting, now i cant see you're eyes.

I think of you and write.
I lost alot noting i gain.
The silence suffering deep inside.
No one would ever know this kind of pain.