Fires ablaze within my heart,
a smile consealing all my lies,
screaming, begging, calling out,
a final, frantic, desperate shout.
Scarlet tears drip from each vein,
a vehement covet to end this pain,
this silver blade stays by my side,
because all hope inside has died.
im tempted when he calles my name,
a way out, an escape, an end to shame,
to make it feel a lot less real,
a deal with the devil, in blood must i seal.
They'll say i died of suicide,
but no one knows how much they've lied,
it wasnt a rope, a blade, or pills,
that broke my soul, and gave me chills.
i died inside so long before,
to live each day, an endless chore,
pills could not kill, what was already dead,
a twisted soul, an empty head.
in darkness i wait, in silence, alone,
rose-tintednostalgia, all around me has grown,
i beckon the devil with the key of self harm,
and i open the door for him, with the blood of my arm...
Such pain and intensity to this poem its sad to see that you feel to hurt yourself you don't need to there are others that can relate find someone close and be with them until you feel safe, This is so very sad but it is full of so much power that it makes this poem a great one. Very good write I am super impressed. Read my poem the hidden truth I think it can relate to the way you feel sometimes and has some answer to it.
this is so sad and i hope you dont really feel that way in real life thats all i have to say but good poem! ! ! Lidia
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Beautiful, just beautiful. I struggle with chemical addiction and self harm issues myself, so I somewhat know how you feel. But again, beautiful.