Separated Poem by Akilleas Sideous

when i think of you a pain comes back because i loved you and when i look at you i want to hate you but i can't because i love you and i had not loved anyone in a long time i told my self i would not fall for that trap again and i did i loved you i wanted nothing more than to see you and be with you to stand by you is all i wanted because i loved you seeing you made me so happy i had a real smile on my face and my heart moved when i thought about you but now we're Separated and i am hurt with a pain that i cannot retain i can't eat i don't want to be seen i don't want to talk unless its to you but i know that won't happen because we are separated you moved away and i want to keep you at bay i don't want to talk to you i don't want to see you because it will hurt and we are separated i understand your situation but understand mine i don't open up i build walls between my mind and heart to protect my self from the pain but i can find no restrain we are separated and i will stay in my lane to avoid the pain