Megan Whrarton

Rookie (12-23 / San Antonio)

She's Won... - Poem by Megan Whrarton

…She’s won. I give up. I can’t do this anymore! They (supposedly) love each other. What if they do? After 2 days, their “in love”. F*ck. Does he really not see how much I… love him? It’s like knowing where your other half is and he just doesn’t get it yet. He asks me to come over and “hang out” and he comes over and it’s like we ARE bf and gf. I DON’T GET IT! I wish he just took a leap of faith to see how great we could be! I just want one minute to have him as mine. I’m driving myself insane. They hold hands and my heart slowly rips out of my chest. I know that his hands are where mine fit perfectly. And when I see the words, 'I love you' come out of his mouth I feel like I can’t breathe. My head spins and I feel like my stomach is in my throat. But I know I’ll never be good enough for him. But in my heart I want to be good enough SO bad! What does he see in her? A bad azz? A funny girl? I can be bad azz. I’m funny. Why am I so caught up in this boy? I’m struggling to survive. He has my heart, and it scares me to know that! All he hast to do is close his hand the slightest and I’m finished....

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Poem Submitted: Wednesday, December 2, 2009

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