Sheep Among The Wolves Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Why is it when I come everyone's already gone
What did I do to you,
Will it be this way upon my demise
The shadow of a sunrise
It just barely there
With it hope comes
But not for me
For it I have already seen
Its not clean or pure that's for sure
A heavenly body out of this world
How little it helps when its not really here
My imagination is an unwritten constellation
No one knows, what my ideas will become
No one knows me for me
Just a tiny speck
A piece of dirt just to be blown away
Its drifts day by day
I say that's me, who are you?
My soul is already partially unglued
In matters of the heart and mind
I feel so lost
I'm the sheep among the wolves
In this dank place I call home
I'm so alone
Nobody real
Nothing left I shouldn't feel
Emotions should have dried
As so should of I
But the lords not that merciful
He thanks I need to suffer
To learn, to teach, to appreciate
Well when it get here I most certainly will
With the thousands smiles of my pain and sorrow