Smoke And A Shadow Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Killing me with a single almost silent whisper.
Killing me your very last deathly scream.
Killing, killing, killing me, so slowly, so quickly.
Just watch as it echos through my life.
Now and then it meets forever again.
A warped sense of a hollowed out prison.
If I have a sickness then you are just another one of my symptoms
Blind, deaf, and, dumb and a child of none.
Starving from the inside.
This blackhole sucks everything right on in.
A blank puppy dog stare eats right into to you.
Acid drips on and decays whats left of your skin.
A world thats melting away.
What will be left if you decide to stay?
Can't you see I'm in a extreme pain.
And not the kind a pill can change.
Snowed but still the same.
Wondering if I'm insane every single second of my life.
Struggling to allow myself to just breath.
He knows he needs it but the question becomes does he even want it.
Oxygen devoured, as the face turns a little more sour.
Death the single utmost wish with the most pleasant kind of kiss.
Maybe there is something I missed.
Somebody, anybody answer me why am I even still here?
Without purpose and miserable.
Yes it's pouring today, yes it's just like yesterday and there seems like there is just no escape.
To the point of nothing but hate and rage.
It's all that's left inside of me.
I would smile if I got to watch it all burn.
My stomach doesn't turn, my conscience doesn't tell me no.
There is no alter ego.
Just some smoke and a shadow.