Sneak, Snuck, Stuck Poem by David Knox

I didn't want this to happen
I don't even know when
Things got so far, so far; so far we're off track
It is not happiness I lack
This feels great... It feels great to be with you
I want to be even closer to you too

But I wasn't kidding I didn't want this
I am mad
Even though it feels fun and right, it is bad
My thoughts aren't upright, it's actually the darkness I kiss
I have ideas of you, but don't know you
I want to
I think I do
But I don't
And even when I feel it's true I won't
Believe, I refuse to, I refuse

But somehow it's happened now
Somehow we're already here
It feels like my only hope is the hope that
You don't have feelings for me
That we're out of sync
I didn't have backup plan
Or a way to disengage
Even if 'us' is the right thing it's the wrong time
I'm stuck

So in the rhyme
I'll do my time
I feel obsession
I hunger for suppression
So I'll write, write, write, write, as fast I can
I'll drown the feelings in ink
But it gives my feelings for you a voice, a color, let's call it pink
And so following the plan, causes everything to go not according to plan
I'm sorry that I'm starting to love you
I'll fix this I promise
I know its not right, so I'll make my feelings less
I'll find a way, you find a way too.

I let these feelings sneak up on me
Just like you snuck up on me
So we gotta figure this out or you're stuck with me
And that's wrong.