So What Am I Supposed To Think? ? Poem by Foolish Mistakes

So what am i supposed to think? ?

That your really not lying to me, and that you really do care?

Honestly if you said yes im not sure i would believe you.

You say you care & everything, but only act out on it sometimes.

I don't know if i should believe you or not,

& just spare myself the pain,

It would be eaiser, but it's not like i could just look the other way.

The way i feel about you is crazy,

I want to hold you so close that not even the single most smallest spec of dust can come between us,

But even at the same time i want to push you away just so i know that i am safe from being hurt.

I wish i knew if you felt the same, but until then......

Really, what am i supposed to think? ?


January 29th,2009


(Tell Me What You Think :) Much Love3