*so You Never Loved Me? * Poem by Dwi utami

So you never loved me?
Day by day my blood like the river flowed to sea*
As my toughts day by day flowed to remember you*

So you never loved me?
Where everytime i'walked i'always thought about you*
And was lost all time only for you*

So you never loved me?
I'Passed a lot of my yearning for you*
I'passed my solitude for you*
And beyond many tears*

So you never loved me?
When i'had much hope for you*
My blood was felt frozen*
My bones was felt cold and painful*
My skin like a cold dew*
My heart as dying*
My eyes like a dark*
My hand like empty*
When you have never hold tight my hands.

So you never loved me?
I'wanted to try to disappear from you
As you disappeared from me*
I'm so sorry if my tears fell at this time*