Sometimes Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I hate myself sometimes,
and inside i want to die,
sometimes i just cant help it,
but i lay at night and cry,
sometimes i want to scream out loud,
sometimes i wonder,
what it's like to float on a cloud,
i wonder if i'd be missed i were gone?
maybe i would, but not for long?
sometimes i want to be quiet,
and not speak at all,
sometimes i wish i was on a cliff top,
and i could just jump and free fall,
sometimes i just wanna say 'sod off'
to every passer by,
i wish i was a bird,
to be alone to fly,
sometimes i don't want to tell you,
'I LOVE YOU! ' everyday,
you know i love you,
with all my heart,
so i dont have to say!
sometimes i wish i was at a zoo,
to always be on display,
but other times in my life,
i just want to hide away,
sometimes i wish i could just be free,
and sometimes just sometimes,
i wish i could just be ME! ! !