You were so leery of me
Had a few choice words for me
'Looser'
'Delusional'...
'Bastard'
I looked at you with disgust
The pits of my gut, filled with rage
So much hate my eyes turned green like a monster
Your best wishes for me is, 'Fail'
Smile in my face...
Turn around and call me 'Looser'
You are evil
Capable of more destruction than an Atomic bomb
You are bad for humanity
Bad for prosperity
Just plain bad
I am tired
Tired of all this hate, I just want to move on
Put you in a place in my memory where I can’t have access to you
Find a coffin and nail your memories in there
Make a neon light with the word FREE and hang it on my front porch
Dismiss you in my life and never converse with you again
Where a shirt that says, 'I am not listening' whenever you are around'
I am a free man the last time I checked
I deserve to be free from your worries
I am tired
Tired of running away from you
Tired of getting flashes of you
Tired because you making me doubt myself
Tired because it seems now the joke is on me
Tired because it seems you have moved on and I still have not
Tired because, I am the one still talking about you and not vice versa
Tired because you have turned me into a mental wreck
Tired because…
I am tired
I am in hate, I know
It's clouding my mind and blocking my vision
I want my true potentials to come forth
Surround myself with a positive aura
Perhaps it's best to let it go
Let it go like Pharaoh let the Israelites go
Let it go for life is too short to spend a lifetime hating
Let it go, for I am a happy person
Today, I will forget and I will move on
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem