Suffocated Poem by IVLIA OKS

I yearn the days just strangers were we,
Both lost on the giant distant sea.
Not that you’d ever care; you’d just stop and stare,
But I could say whatever came to me.

No bonds between us to censor my mouth,
Nor commitments for me to shame about.
No despair inside my chest, or reactions for me to test,
And no sweet feeling wandering around.

I remember when a little fairy started to follow
My self all around that cold lonely hollow
Threats she was whispering, illusions among the whipping,
Telling me I’d fear every morrow.

The weather changed, the fairy was no more
But left her ghost faded to roam on the shore.
One who’d get me blind, one who’d make me sigh,
For this one sided utopia I adore.

I dream of the day when I’ll break the chains
The ties that bind, the ghost that haunts
And the spell that harms me in this pulsatile pain.

When I look at you and say, if we ever meet:
'I love you so much it hurts,
From my head to my feet”.