I’m so sorry you lost her,
The girl of your dreams,
The lUv of your life,
Your childhood sw33theart,
Watching you cry for her,
The thousand tears,
While I sit by you,
It wrenches my heart out,
That you cared so much for her,
Yet if I disappeared you wouldn’t notice,
Because I’m just a flicker of light,
Passing in your life,
One that wont even be a memory,
When I leave it & try to go on,
Because I won’t be able to take it,
This thing that’s slowly killing me,
Every time I see you,
& as I cry next to you,
Harsh wracking tears,
Filling up my heart,
Overflowing my soul,
You thinking that they’re cause I feel sorry,
Me knowing they’re because You:
You never lUved me like her,
You never looked at me that way,
Never caressed me so gently,
Never got lost in your thoughts,
Never stayed up at night thinking of me,
Never blinked twice at the thought of me,
& as my thick, scorching,
Bloodlike tears hammer into my hands and legs,
Searing a hole right through the denim and white skin,
Only to be healed by your cool sw33t ones,
Traveling over my paleness,
Soft and light as music,
Journeying down to one spot,
Pausing to kiss away the aching pain,
Then gliding down to the next,
Like the sw33t caresses you’ll never give,
The endearments you’ll never say,
Not knowing what you’re doing to me,
This repetitive death
Healing my body,
But never my heart.
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