Teenage Masturbation Fantasy Poem by Ramona Thompson

Thought for sure that I had taught him better
Early on I was told that he might later on have some problems in life
Even still I refused to believe that things could ever get this bad or that he could be led so far astray
No way am I giving up on him that's for sure
All he needs is a little tender loving care and some heavenly punishment and I'm sure he will be just fine
Given time he will quit with this strange sexual obsession and see that there is a better and far more holy
way to live his life

Maybe it's my fault that I did't beat him enough when he was younger so that he could learn the error of
his wicked ways
Alone in his room I'll never again leave him so soon that door of his will be coming down
Surely if I take away all those dirty magazines and threaten away all those lusty girls he will stop
Turning himself on way too young and in all the wrong ways
Under this family's roof there's soon gotta be some major damn changes
Running out of patience
Bitterly and sorrowfully I often now find myself wishing that I aborted this devil child
Annoyed beyond all else when he rolls his eyes and snarls at me to stay out of his life
Tells me that I ought to go get myself laid
I just can't take anymore of his nasty verbal abuse and so I handcuff him to his bed
Only one option left now that he has forced the issue between us and I'm gonna take it
Naughty sinner who don't wanna leave my son's body I will now force you out


Forget not thy lord and true god who has all power over you
All you wanna do is drag my boy's hand down to that dirty devil's playground which I will not allow
No doubt in my mind that to your maker I must return you at once
Toys our pure Jesus blessed bodies are not and soon you will learn that
A sacrifice must be made and so through I know I will cry
Son I am shoving you back down into that hell pit from which you were first taken from me
Yearning, hoping and praying that God's forgivness will find you and bring you back to me......

As a girl this time
For everyone knows that young ladies never ever do that kind of unholy unpure thing
Trust me son I know
For my bible has told me so
And never, never has it steered me wrong
So goodbye my son, goodbye
My dear sweet Sam
Until we meet again
And I rename you.....Samantha


2008 Ramona Thompson