The Beast Is Starting To Win Poem by Scarlet .....

day by day
it grows
it gets worse
you have shown me how to find the light
but lately
there is no light
none at all
i'm drowning in total darkness
it has never been this bad before
never
for my beast is starting to win this battle
this battle for control
for it can tell when i'm in darkness
and the darkness gives it strength
it feds it
for in this darkness i loss my control
i can feel it slipping away
the deeper i sink
the less control i have
i can feel the beast starting to take control
starting to break free from its chains within me
i need to find some light
to push the beast back
but the more i struggle
the quicker i sink
the more i scream
the quicker the darkness chokes me
drowns me
for i can now barely breath
will i find the light i need
or will i continue to sink
deeper and deeper
pulled by my own beast
for it is the bottom that my beast wants
he wants the bottom
of this pool of darkness
i can he him say
he will not stop until he reaches the bottom
and that worries me
because i believe him
and even if i win this time
i know it will not be the last