The Change Poem by ESPN CHICK

I can feel it in me
Feel the change that you're putting me through
It feels so good but how long will it last this time
Because every time I always turn away from this

Time after time though you've always been there
How can I deny your love for me
Time after time you saved me from myself

How come I've turned away every time
I wanna change but I don't know how
Guess I'm just scared of change
Need you to know I wanna change

I wanna be whole and that's all I've ever wanted
But I guess I was looking in the wrong places
You've put yourself in my way every time but I just ignored you

How can I ask for your forgiveness when I've done this before
How many more chances will I get before you deny me
Wish I knew you why you've given me so many chances
God I need you now and forever more

Help change me because it feels so good
I forgot how good it felt
Feels so good to know that you are always here

That you're right here with me
Just help me please stay on track and never look away
Never look away from you because you are my north star
You love me so much that you shed your blood

You know my strengths and weaknesses
And you know how weak I can get
That's why I need you to help me

Satan has used me and fed me nothing but lies
Drugged me away from you
Making me believe in something that's not true
Over and over again you saved me and now God I think I'm starting to understand your love for me



February 2,2010